Randumb Thoughts at 3:30 in the Morning

Why is it I can never close the deal (or hell, even start the deal) with a girl that has so much in common with me and is sooo hot it's ridiculous...

Reba was a very underrated show... I need to find the 5th and 6th seasons on dvd...

I need a new pair of shoes for work and Terra Plana's may be my choice... at 120 bones though may need to wait for payday... lol

I still need to get my ass in gear and get my living room cleaned up... (i.e. need to get some old dressers out of the house and into our storage shed...)

I wish I could find someone special to snuggle with at night... It does get lonely in the big bedroom...

Maybe I'll find me a nice dog to help warm up our house a bit... Thinking of a retired racing greyhound...

It's nice to actually get the chance to do my own laundry and do my own cooking again... Having Grandma in the house doing that stuff was cool and I love her for doing it... I at least feel like an adult again...

I'm grateful for my friends like my gaming clan they've helped me battle the loneliness and lack of female companionship lately...

I'm sure I got more but at this point I'm sure I've bored the 5 readers I've got to tears... lol

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Nice Guys Finish Last...

Yeah... I think I'm done trying to be the nice guy all the time. My thought is what is this getting me? Not a damn thing...

I'm starting to think that maybe I'm a sucker for being the nice guy... There's that old phrase of some people see kindness as a weakness... I'm beginning to wonder if the people I associate with think that of me...

I dunno anymore... and I'm at the point where I really don't care... I'm feeling quite disillusioned at this moment and it's because of my expectations of my friends... I probably shouldn't care and normally I don't... But I think true to my chinese zodiac nature (it's a horse by the way...) I do fall in love with people too easily...

But it's not in my nature to be the jag-off... which is what the opposite sex seems to be attracted to... it makes no sense to me...

So at this point, I think I'm gonna just go into a bubble and not socialize for a while... I'll find out who my real friends are when they come and find me instead of me trying to find them all the damn time...

Btw, I apologize for the disjointed thoughts... I'm outta practice on this blogging thing...